where do i start the last time i ever wrote on this thing was feb 27...... it i could go back in time and just live that day again.

in april my soul was broken and to never return acually 6 months from today my best friend passed away. and honestly i have been lost ever since i went into depression for a good couple of months of doing nothing just sitting on the sofa. but i guess time is starting to heal of whatever is left. i feel like life has no meaning like with out that person your days are empty your smiles just dont shine . i just wish life was like it was before i want to go out have fun i want to remeber the last time i did somthing exciting i want to just live.....

life is somthing that you just cant live
love live learn die

cest la vie